After 3 months at uk

It have been nearly 3 months since I was relocated to uk...still remember clearly the first day when I finally arrived and locked my hotel room being alone at the first time....the feeling was so horrible .....keep asking the question..."what the hell I am doing here?"

Am I doing the right thing being here... These is no answer to that,god wont let u to be tempted more than what u can bear..having the horrible feeling at the first day here doesn't mean the answer is no ...being here the experience and explosure doesn't mean the answer is yes cause I miss the time being together with my family..
No matter what ,I pressume u need to find yourself in peace with what u have who u are and where u are at the present time...give more and think less what u receive definetely make life easier for us.....